Lord give me the strength to hold on. To get through these struggles. To get through all this negativity. Lord please pick up all of the broken pieces and make me whole again.

On the edge of giving up

I wish I could go way back and start things over again. Now I have to live with the consequences.. I’m kind of second guessing things as well. Oh why is this happening to me, at this moment? Just when things were getting better, that is of course impossible. Things are just getting worse. I just hope I’m not gonna regret anything later on.. Well I regret things that I’ve done already, in the past four years, but I just hope in ten years, I’m not gonna look back on this day and cry—not tears of joy but tears of regret and pain. If only I could, I would most definitely do so. 

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